RETRACE
Your angel has fallen to sweet decadence, partaking in earthly delights. This time can you take the role? God, saint or angel, is there enough salvation in your wings or hands to bring me closer to heaven?
…for my Sun-god, it seemed like 7,000 years can your hands still help me retrace the heaven-bound moments we had?
...also for my little saint, the winged creature in green, it has been 7 moons ago and yet it would seem to last for a thousand moons more that I know even your lightest steps.
-RC-
(Source: gaksdesigns)
Napaknit na sa aking isip ang mga lihim mong ngiti. Sila na ang nangusap para sa iyo.
<translated as>
“Your secret smiles were already etched in my mind. They have already spoken for you.”
(Source: gustbrev)
“Kung wala mang tinig ang pag-ibig, sa sayaw ng pangungulila meron. Gaya ng mga sulyap na ikinukumot ko sa iyo. Kung hindi mo pa naririnig, sa aking mga mata silipin mo lang muli.”
< If ever love got no voice, the dance of longing has. Just like in glances I wrap around you. If you have not heard it still, just look into my eyes again.>
(Source: bloodpressures)
TO SHARE
Fettucini Carbonara with Bacon bits and Pesto Bread…
I had these this morning after a night shift job. I feel so delighted to have them for my breakfast before going home.
It was around 8AM and I had you in my thoughts while I heat them up in the microwave oven. I knew any minute then you will step in the pantry- it was your coffee break.
You might have decided not to go there for you were aware I would be there as always every Tuesday, Friday and Saturday. And deep inside me I wished that you will be there. I did not have to wait long, there you came…
Like the numerous moments we try to make a furtive glance in our reflection in the window, there we were again. I sitting on the table and you taking water from the dispenser. I am aware there was never yet a chance that our eyes met face to face or on any reflective surface like a the office window or the elevator door. Yet secretly we watch each other.
There is not even a sound that we share. Not a single exchange of words. We are all but silent. Yet there is so much to say and cleared between us.
We could not share anything. Even these food I have.
Perhaps it was fear in my part. Fear that my natural loving nature might be too foreign for your sensitive emotions. Or maybe the fear that I will not be able to endure whatever I would read from your face.
On other hand, you probably don’t care at all. Probably this is something that you would never understand or would bother to understand.
Through all these we know the air is disturbed when we are in one room. Any other people would be a welcome distraction for us to bear ignoring each other.
I wonder how can the natural me and the emphatic you find a common language. I could feel there is so much we can share. I can see some things from you that are parallel with mine but the way we express them are too different from each other.
Somehow I believe there are karmic repercussions that would result from this. Some other time we should try to reach out or deep inside us something would perish.
I just pray that if one us find the courage to be assertive we could still call on our gentle nature when things don’t go as smooth as I would like it to be.
There are things in this life that we could or should share.
The moment when you dip your feet to the sweet tides of emotion you wish to drown but you still hold on to reality. Kissing heaven’s gate or poking the edge of promised glory. Just like having your digits falling in my hands without me asking for it; yet there’s fear of another failed Eden. Should I reach out or turn away? Suddenly doubting my knowledge of the Laws of Illusion and Attraction.
-RC-
SO BEAUTIFUL
-Darren Hayes-
Whether I’m right or wrong
There’s no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We’ll be in the dirt designing stars
And darlin’ you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
Whether I’m up or down
There’s no crowd to please
I’m like a faith without a cause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We’ll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don’t understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand
You are..
So Beautiful
Yeah darlin’ you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful (nowhere else in the world i wanna be)
Yeah you made me feel so beautiful (you are so beautiful)
